Update on Life

Hubby left for Korea yesterday. I bawled my eyes out at the airport like I always do and came home, sat around and stared into space for an hour before going to the gym.

Some updates:

Had our vow renewal in March. It was a lovely day even though I was stressed the whole time and could not focus on one thing lol.

Gave away our lab because of food aggression issues. :(

Got a jack russell terrier pup to replace him. He's a smaller dog so I will be able to handle him.

Moved out of boring Idaho and am officially a Colorado girl again (at least until we find out our next duty station, so I am a Colorado girl for a year).

Joined a 24 hour fitness so I could continue building my booty. Yes, I have a booty building journey and have been squatting and lunging for over a year now. I will have to post some progress pics. I usually post on Instagram and Facebook as I can't be bothered to blog but once again I have all the time in the world now.

I am planning a trip to Seoul to visit my husband in August/September. Should be interesting, as I've never visited anywhere overseas other than the Philippines.

Also, planning our honeymoon to Honolulu in December! We will be having a photoshoot in a waterfall location and the beach 20 minutes away. Have to keep myself busy by planning every minute of our trip itineraries.

I've also been applying for jobs again, but we'll see how that goes. I HATE having to start over every time we move, but unfortunately it comes with the lifestyle of a military spouse. Can't complain though, at least I get to travel. Will update again soon. No promises though, I have a hard time keeping them.

Pissed Off At This Damn Economy

I haven't been blogging much lately, due to depression from being unemployed for over a year now. I recently had two job interviews and just received a rejection letter today. I wasn't really surprised, yet still cried over it. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of not having control over this aspect of my life. I busted my ass in college and instead of using my degree I feel like I'm just wasting it all by being a full time military house wife. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful that my husband is able to support us both, but I also want to be the breadwinner of the household.

With no children to take care of yet, I could use the second income to start helping my mom pay off my student loan, to put away towards David's truck fund, to plan for the wedding we never had.

The worst part about being unemployed is it hasn't exactly helped my short fuse. The majority of shit I get upset over is so trivial because it stems from my deep frustration with not being able to land a job.

I can't do anything except pray that things will get better, that a door will open up when the time is right, and to just know that God will take care of me.